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"I cannot sleep at night.. That's what the day is for anyway" -King Diamond.
The context of my text book has kept me up half the night. As much as I would like to sleep in the day time, I'm afraid I won't get the chance to since tomorrow/later today holds endless, time consuming tasks. Friday gave me a new phone, a sense of guilt, an infected ear, and a realization that I know favor the Arcadia Mall over any other.
After two and a half years with crap-quality phones.. I can 
now say a decent one is in my possession. Oh let me tell you that the season premiere/teaser of 24 was amazing.. as I predicted. Henry sat with me for the 2 hour event and I am sure I have converted him into another 24 fan.
Goodbye nice nails. I will cut you down and your nice polish will be soon be useless.. all in the name of music. I'm sorry, but I've neglected my relationship with my guitar for way to long now. You just make it so hard. You stand in between my fingers, and the frets of my baby. So.. I'm sorry, it's over.. for now. One day we'll meet again. 
I'm sorry, but not to mention.. my mom doesn't like when you scratch the piano keys, they're very delicate. You're just going to have to go, you just don't agree with my current life style anymore.
All for you..
I will no longer neglect you, you're back in my heart.. hopefully for good<3
to me! (nov. 12)
I got some $, thank God.. I'm not completely broke anymore. No G1 phone, an extra $25 a month? No thanks. Over all it was really nice.
This house is overflowing with tension, it's spreading. Maybe it's a side affect from my medicine. Nasty attitudes are contagious. This best blow over by my birthday. I would like to enjoy my Red Lobster dinner minus the tension and over all awkwardness. There was no school today and to celebrate I slept in until 2PM, which left me groggy and irritable all day. OH, the new season of 24 is coming this month, I am counting down the days to the 4 hour premiere. The writer's strikes have crushed me, and delayed this for too long. It's been two very long years without new episodes of 24, I'm going through withdrawal. Hm.. if this week goes as planned, then with out a doubt, it will be a great week. Unfortunately I've lost my camera, not to mention I lost my iPod as well. So.. no pictures, BOOO.
When will I ever learn?
This morning was rough, but I managed to make up for it. I took my bike down to Sierra Vista/ Frontier to meet up with Kim and Kurtis. Saw a few old friends, filled up my tires, and went to the spot, my spot. True friends, good conversation, it's like therapy. While my relationship is great, and so is the situation at home, I've been definitely missing out on some friend-friend interaction. We were discussing the future, how fast time flew, and current dilemmas. I've been blessed with good friends, good listeners my whole life. Although I've lost almost all of them, there's still a hand-full that are true, that are still there. Effort pays off and if you don't make it for anyone else, who's going to make it for you? Same works with trust, I wish somebody made that concept clear to me a while back. Tomorrow is Friday, I swear my weeks go by too fast. It's hard to believe my birthday is already next week. I still don't have any for-sure plans, but then again when do I ever? We'll see how things go. I'm dying my hair red again today, even though everyone I saw today said my hair looked better black. I'm to white for black hair, ha. We'll see what happens. I'll post again Sunday night, unless something significant happens, or I desperately need to vent.
Winds of Plague, Dimmu, and Danzig concert is this Wednesday. Plans aren't following through, people aren't texting me back, but it's okay.. my hopes weren't up, I anticipated this. As always, nothing we want ever goes perfectly planned.. am I right? I'm right. So in case this BS continues, my back up plan comes into play. Which is actually a horrible plan. But desperate times call for desperate measures! The plan is to take a bus right after my last class, all the way to LA. I would probably end up arriving there around 8pm (if nothing goes wrong). But whatever can go wrong, will go wrong.. and a lot can go wrong ha! I don't even have my ticket yet, so I'm hoping there's ticket sales at the door (which Art said would have a long line). My mind set right now is getting to that concert by all means necessary. Worst case scenario(s):
1) Taking the bus and getting lost in L.A.
2) Getting there, but they're not selling tickets anymore.
3)Getting there too late, missing everything not having a ride back.
4)Getting there, experiencing it all. Having to find a ride back :/, and ending up getting a ride back from freaks and never coming home..
5)Not going at all. Missing back stage, missing out on meeting the Dimmu, Danzig, the rest of WOP and all.
now say a decent one is in my possession. Oh let me tell you that the season premiere/teaser of 24 was amazing.. as I predicted. Henry sat with me for the 2 hour event and I am sure I have converted him into another 24 fan.
